Learning Log 1
To Know As We Are Known: Chapters 1-4
Summary
Palmer is saying that education is about discovering the truth. Truth is only discovered through love. There must be equal parts love for the subject, yourself and others walking with you on the path of discovery. If you deny any one of these their role in the process you will not arrive at truth.
Important Ideas
- Love is essential to knowing truth.
- We the observer are essential to knowing truth.
- Interacting with the subject is essential to knowing truth.
- The idea of learning reflecting a monastic culture.
Question
How do we gather up the courage and support to teach in a way that build a community of learners in the face of high stakes tests, the tyranny of results right now and a world that is doing all it can to tear apart community?
Quotes
- But what scholars now say -- and what good teachers have always known -- is the real learning does not happen until students are brought into relationship with the teacher, with each other, and with the subject. pg xvi
- The deepest wellspring of our desire to know is the passion to recreate the organic community in which the world was first created. pg 8
- A knowledge that springs from love may require us to change, even sacrifice, for the sake of what we know. It is easy to be curious and controlling. It is difficult to love. pg 9
- Truthful knowing weds the knower and the known; even in separation, the two become part of each other's life and fate. pg 31
- Reality's ultimate structure is that of an organic, interrelated, mutually responsive community of being. pg 53
Reflection
I have said before in the is that I love Parker Palmer and this book. What I loved most about it was that is so well described what I felt like I was doing at camp when I was younger and counseling kids. Bringing them all around the woods with no particular agenda other than to look at what God had given us. It was wonderful and still to this day I love bringing cabins around (I am a director in the summer). I love teaching counselors how to live in the world that brings kids to God's love and God's kingdom. He gave me the strength to say that this was how to teach as well and I like to think I have not turned back. Giving in to the pressures that would make us just teach the facts is really easy. It is also something that keeps your job safe. I have never seen someone questioned who was telling kids the way it is. That is not the way I want to do it though. I want them to see it and live it and experience it. I want them to know each other and getting them to care about what is going on in each others lives because they will learn physics better does not fly with most kids in a highly motivated school. There is not any doubt in my mind about its effectiveness, except while I am doing it. There is so little in immediate results and it seems like you are never going to get anywhere. It seems like you are stalled because something important has not been achieved. But then there is a day when the right mood and the right questions and the right time all intersect. Those time can only happen when you are constantly looking for them, but when they do happen you learn more in one day than some people do in a semester. You know what has happened and how the community of the learners (yourself included) have been ushered into a new relationship with the subject. I love the vision be being wed to the subject. It totally describes what I am after. When a kids asks about the physics of something that happened at home or on the football field or the golf course. Then you have them. When you get a text message in the middle of the summer with a question or just a comment. They are in relationship with the subject.
Summary
A couple of sentances sumarizing your view of the work.
Important Ideas
- several simple statements getting at the important ideas of the text.
Our big question that we would like to discuss with the author if we had the chance.
Quotes
- Our favorite quotes from the book or article.
Reflection
Ten minutes of free flowing thought trying to imagine the conversation surrounding the question you would ask the author. I admit I am cleaning this up a little for the web. Our professor was fine with misspellings and bad grammar. She wanted raw thought. Frequently that is what you get from me, but I might run the spell check.I read two articles in the last 24 hours taking very strong stand against national education standards. What make them interesting is that they offer essentially the same argument from wildly different world views. I love the common argument.
Here is a link to a (poor) audio recording of a speech by Father Joe on his nine rules for teaching. I have also included Art's notes. Both the speech and the notes are excellent reminders of why we teach.
http://ceateachers.org/node/200
his love endures forever. 2 Let Israel say:
"His love endures forever." 3 Let the house of Aaron say:
"His love endures forever." 4 Let those who fear the LORD say:
"His love endures forever." 5 In my anguish I cried to the LORD,
and he answered by setting me free. 6 The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid.
What can man do to me? 7 The LORD is with me; he is my helper.
I will look in triumph on my enemies. 8 It is better to take refuge in the LORD
than to trust in man. 9 It is better to take refuge in the LORD
than to trust in princes. 10 All the nations surrounded me,
but in the name of the LORD I cut them off. 11 They surrounded me on every side,
but in the name of the LORD I cut them off. 12 They swarmed around me like bees,
but they died out as quickly as burning thorns;
in the name of the LORD I cut them off. 13 I was pushed back and about to fall,
but the LORD helped me. 14 The LORD is my strength and my song;
he has become my salvation. 15 Shouts of joy and victory
resound in the tents of the righteous:
"The LORD's right hand has done mighty things! 16 The LORD's right hand is lifted high;
the LORD's right hand has done mighty things!" 17 I will not die but live,
and will proclaim what the LORD has done. 18 The LORD has chastened me severely,
but he has not given me over to death. 19 Open for me the gates of righteousness;
I will enter and give thanks to the LORD. 20 This is the gate of the LORD
through which the righteous may enter. 21 I will give you thanks, for you answered me;
you have become my salvation. 22 The stone the builders rejected
has become the capstone; 23 the LORD has done this,
and it is marvelous in our eyes. 24 This is the day the LORD has made;
let us rejoice and be glad in it. 25 O LORD, save us;
O LORD, grant us success. 26 Blessed is he who comes in the name of the LORD.
From the house of the LORD we bless you. 27 The LORD is God,
and he has made his light shine upon us.
With boughs in hand, join in the festal procession
up to the horns of the altar. 28 You are my God, and I will give you thanks;
you are my God, and I will exalt you. 29 Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good;
his love endures forever.Repeat After MeI need your help with chapel today. I need you all to finish this line when I start it. Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.
[practice until they get it right]The GoodYou have probably heard this phrase a hundreds times. On Sunday in church, in chapel right here. In class or devotions somewhere. I am sure that many of us sang the song in battle of who could be louder with the other half of the room in Sunday school. And sometimes it is so easy to say:
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.Just being able to be with friends- they can turn my whole day around and make it so much better- they can make me laugh at anytime.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.The day when we were at regional for MIFA One-Act and they announced that Holland Christian had won the competition. All of the excitement and tears of joy we all shared is something that will bring me joy for my entire life. When I see others around me succeed in theater. We work together and perform together as a family - it's an irreplaceable blessing in my life. Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.When I actually got an A- on a math test. That was one of the best days of my life.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.Giving money to the Children of Hope and watching the Children's Choir come to our school to sing.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it. Teachers understanding and flexibility. Seriously.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.When I just figured out that Christmas break is 2 weeks long this year and that I graduate in May and then am forever done with high school... awesome!!
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.Being on the Podium at the state meet for swimming.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it. The day that my now best friend invited me to sit with them at lunch. Those moments have brought me happiness and have helped me through many times. Without them the friendship and who I am today may not be here.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.The tug of war battle over the mud pit (biology pond) my freshman year.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it. Someone put this in the wrong place in the form. CAPA.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.These are actual quotes from actual students. I did not make them up, I had them submit them in a Google Form. I would suggest that we are in the season that this phrase was made for. God humbled himself to be a human child and we wait in expectation of the day of his arrival.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.The BadBut then this summer a friend pointed out the rest of the Psalm to me. Listen to some of these verses. 5 In my anguish I cried to the LORD,
10 All the nations surrounded me,
13 I was pushed back and about to fall, Anguished, surrounded, pushed back, about to fall. None of that sounds good. Some days it is practically impossible to say:
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.Watching my friends say snide comments behind each others backs.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it. When some of my friends were chosen to be part of a team, but I wasn't- at times you can feel very excluded.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.When my boyfriend broke up with me.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.In my sophomore year I experienced three different and very significant deaths... the worst for me was my grandfather, he was an amazing man and the best grandpa. I will forever miss him... and the tragedies that happened in my sophomore year will always be in my mind.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.People lying to me. It is easy to find out that they lie....
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it. Having to find where you fit in. It is a really hard process.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.My grandpa is getting older, and we are really starting to be able to see the effects of his age. It's hard to watch.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.Injustice from friends or teachers.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it. Watching my parents relationship fall apart.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.When my Dad died.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it. Hearing that one of my classmates has never had a birthday cake before. I had never thought about being thankful for cake before.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it. Personal ResponsibilityListen to one more verse.
18 The LORD has chastened me severely,
but he has not given me over to death. Its even worse! Some of the pain in life we created and need to be corrected. Ouch. The only thing good about the situation is that God did not take our life. Some days it feels like we do not even deserve to say:
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.Bad grades.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.Getting in a car accident and having to tell your mom (you are screwed).
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.Fights with friends.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.Losing my virginity.
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.How Can We Keep Saying This?Twenty years ago this Christmas week my Grandpa died. Two weeks ago Saturday Bob died. Bob was a good friend, the first time I have lost a good friend to death. In the 20 years between those deaths I have made decisions plenty of times and been thrust into plenty of other situations where it felt impossible to say:
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.But 2000 years ago Jesus said
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.and because of his life and love for me I can muster the strength and courage each day to say
Me: This is the day the LORD has made
You: let us rejoice and be glad in it.Let's PrayBlessed are we who come in the name of the LORD.
From this house of the LORD we bless you.You, LORD are God,
and you have made your light shine upon us.
With boughs in hand, we join in the festal procession
up to the horns of the altar. You are our God, and we will give you thanks;
you are our God, and we will exalt you.We Give thanks to you LORD, for you are good;
and your love endures forever.
It is hard to imagine that failure should be a part of what and how we teach. And I am not just saying this in the sort of pithy way that entrepreneurs who have millions of dollars in the bank fail at new ventures, but still have millions of dollars in the bank. Failing at things means three things. You are comfortable with the people and place that you are with. You are reflective about what you have done. You are trying something that you did not know how to do before.
As I think about the course that I have just taken, and the impact on my classroom, I have had a number of questions come to mind about my own practice. The process of moving through the autobiography has also inspired a lot of questions about what I do to help and hurt my students progress towards who God wants them to be. In no particular order here are my questions.